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Thu Nov 26, 2009, 10:47 AM
Ah the Christmas tree... The one my Mom has in her house looks nice this year thanks to the collective family efforts. I haven't put mine up yet. ... Or rather I haven't dug out the box holding my little 12" fiberoptic mini-tree that doesn't quite hold ornaments. :) I usually hang my actual ornaments on lamps, as far from the reach of playful felines as possible...

I will say it's still a tradition I don't quite get. I mean, I understand bringing some greenery into the house to celebrate the seeming everlasting-life of a conifer, but the whole tree? And covering it with glass and kitsch? *shrug* Oh well. It's pretty. Kind of a pain in the ass to put up and worse to take down, but it's a good time to discuss family legends and history while listening to old CDs we all love. ...unless of course one of us gets mean and puts something like "Jingle Cats" in. Mom's cats HATE that CD. I do wonder what the "singing" cats are actually saying... Apparently nothing nice.

Anyways, I still haven't even begun looking for or making gifts. Since I'm broke, I don't think I will be buying much this year period, for anyone, so I apologize in advance for that. I wish more of my friends and family wore jewelry... I have at least 4 people (incl my father) who don't. ...and I have no clue what to get them in any event. *sigh* Oh well.

If I don't update my journal again (and I probably won't as I'm pretty lazy that way), Happy Holidays!

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  • Mood: Seasonal
  • Listening to: ITunes Radio
  • Reading: proofing some English for an old friend
  • Watching: the lights flickering
  • Eating: nothing yet, but Thanksgiving dinner soon!
  • Drinking: Coffee and water

Love Never Dies...wasn't that Draven's line?

Sat Oct 10, 2009, 9:22 AM
Actually it was True Love Never Dies I think but still...

So "Phantom of the Opera 2" is coming out soon. Some of the new songs are already out and the pompousness that is ALW has presented the backstory as to why he thought a great book and musical needed a sequel. Essentially, he wanted to know what happened to Erik at the end. ...In the book he dies. I guess the book, though, isn't good enough for movie makers let alone ALW. *sigh*

To be fair, "Coney Island Waltz" is a catchy song which I might have to buy, though Erik's solo they have released isn't that memorable. I'm sure it could grow on me, but at the moment I am hard pressed to remember even its theme. The big problem, though, as any fangirl knows, is the plot. Even if luckily much of Forsythe's crap has been apparently pitched, we still have an evil Madame Giry and broken-goth loli Meg to screw things up. And Christine who somehow slept with Erik during the "Music of the Night" sequence which, since I always assume she was hypnotized, means he essentially raped her. Oh, let's make him an appealing character we want to sympathize with! *sigh*

To be honest, we (the phans) really -shouldn't- like Erik, no matter what form he takes. He is an ammoral, selfish, and totally insane individual. Physical features aside, he's not a pretty person. Intelligent, clever, and even charming, sure. But I think if we knew a guy like him in real life, we'd all be running the other way.
So why -do- phans like Erik?

If you look at the Phan community, I'd say probably 90% of the Phans despise Raoul and are angry at Christine for dumping Erik for the "fop" as he's popularly known. Yet, how many phans, really, would make the same decision as Christine? Let's put the physical thing aside. Seriously, would you choose a guy at least twice your age, who posed as an angel\father figure then suddenly wanted to marry you? Who was a genius but unhinged mentally, using blackmail, murder, and deceit to get what he wanted? Who lived in a friggin' sewer filled with booby traps? ...Or would you choose a wealthy, respected young guy who's biggest problem was his naievty?
...Actually I think most of us now days would call the cops and tell both of them to get lost but, when considering only the book\musical, most phans would say they'd go with Erik despite the fact common sense would say they'd have to be suicidal to do so.

So why is this? Why do phans love this evil lunatic so much? Why do I? Well, here are a few things I've thought of. I'd be interested in hearing others.

1. A desire to "save" Erik. He seems so sad and lonely. It'd be nice to think that with a little love, a hug, and some warm soup that we could fix him right up. ...Even though it'd probably take more like years of therapy and heavy dosage of prozac....

2. The ability to relate to being an outcast. Why has the "Emo" and "goth" subculture gotten so big in recent years? I think most folks see themselves as Outcasts. We don't 'fit in' to whatever we perceive as "normal" society, and feel "persecuted" for it. ...reality aside, of course. Most of us aren't the cheerleaders, and few consider themselves to be attractive. So when presented with a guy who is fugly and hated by society or a hot gary-sue with everything goin for him, who do we go for?

3. Erik presents an escape from reality. Because he is an outcast and lives on the fringes of society, societal norms do not apply to him. Class, laws, and even the need to work every day do not apply to his world of darkness. As he's often written in fics, he seems to spend most of his time playing pranks, writing music, telling stories, or reading. Who here really wants to live in reality if there's a viable leisurely alternative? Gods know I don't! :)

4. In the same vein... Erik is often associated with dreams and even the Underworld (indeed, he's very much a Hades to Christine's Persephone). His ingenius ability to create automatrons, use mirrors, and perform "magic" with his inventions appeals, again, to the desire to escape from normalcy. Like Death releases us to an afterlife (most believe) or dreams take us to another world, full of fantasy and the surreal, the character of Erik can do the same thing simply by taking us into the sewers. :)

5. Erik truly loves Christine, so much so that through his madness and self-pity, he is willing to let her go. He literally dies without her. Like Eric and Shelly, Edward and Kim, a lot of people want to see a love that can trascend time and death, a love so powerful it can change a man. More importantly, we want to be loved in that way. Though Erik's love is actually unhealthy and destructive, I think most people imagine it would be great to have someone so completely obsessed with them... no chance that Erik would cheat on Christine, abandon her, or even probably look at another woman (even a Mary Sue :) )

6. A desire to prove ourselves. We want to believe that we can love the beast, that we can look past the physical and love the person within. We want to say we're better than everyone else because looks don't matter to us. We're that good, that compassionate, that we could care less if a guy looks like a walking corpse. ....how many of us really could is a good question, though.


I could probably think of other reasons too, but I will be leaving shortly (yea food).
What are anyone else's thoughts on the sequel, on the characters?

Personally, I'm still angry that the Persian is rarely included, and always bastardized when he is. Even in the Chaney version, before we got obsessed with being P.C. (which I assume is why we never see him in modern versions), he wasn't the Persian but Ledoux of the Secret Police!! I love Erik for all the reasons above, but would probably prefer to actually hang out with the equally interesting but much more sane Daroga... ...On who I probably could write another rant.

...And speaking of rants, who here thinks they should make a Phantom based on the M-fing book for once?! *raises hand*



Oh and one other note - if you play WoW, make sure you -do- bind your account to Battlenet. Pain in the arse though it is, if you don't, you might end up account hacked like I just did. They cracked my password and then bound my account to their Battlenet, enabling them to steal all my gear and gold. it's being fixed but still... it leaves that icky violated feeling...

  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: the noisy neighbors and fighting cats
  • Reading: drafts of my thesis which I must now return to
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: not WoW
  • Eating: leftover birthday cake
  • Drinking: Coffee and water

Yes, I'm alive.

Tue Feb 3, 2009, 8:46 PM
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: ...An annoying song about ninjas. *turns off SL*
  • Reading: More notes, books
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: Vanilla yogurt with plum jelly
  • Drinking: water, tea, coffee coffee coffee

Ugh

Fri Sep 26, 2008, 7:28 PM
Man. Usually you get a string of badluck, typically about 3-4 fairly major things, and that's the end of it for a few months. Lately, 'round here, it's been like a beaded necklace of badluck, with multiple strands.

The biggest news is the fear my sister (and not me for once) has leukemia (see :devjo-the-psycho:). I'm really hoping it's just some bad hormone shit going on but still, it's worrisome. Irony is, I'm the one who everyone thinks is gonna die of cancer (I had it when I was little and my chances are slightly higher than other people technically). Ugh. Guess we'll cross it if it happens. Must admit it's making me sick. To my stomach. ...That could just be me but I won't deny it's stressin' me out too.


Lots of other shit going on that's less major but no less annoying, esp in thesis world where my prof couldn't find time to read my paper written thus far for a month and now wants me to go back and find a thesis (uhm, ignoring the email I'd sent him with what I was thinking to do...). No clue. If I wasn't so far along, I'd quit and get a real job, to hell with this academic bull. I'm sick of it. ...Work sucks too but at least they'd be paying me.


Of course if Jo has the leukemia, well now, that changes everything. Dad's never home so I'll be the one taking care of Mom's place while she helps my sister out in NY. Wonder what her cats would think of my cats... ~~;

Guess we'll cross it when we get there. After all, how many times have they sworn I was dying of leukemia\brain tumors\gods know what, and no, I was just normal for me?



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  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Nothing for the moment
  • Reading: my notes. Again. *sigh*
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: food sounds bad right now
  • Drinking: water

Inspiring Olympics

Thu Aug 21, 2008, 7:20 PM
...Well, not really. But bec. I can't very well do research while watching them (at least the events I like), I've had a bit more time to goof off with Photoshop and stuff. So yeah, I'll be coloring some stuff for the fun of it probably here.

Summer went okay. Got to go to NYC and Germany. I took a lot of pics but I don't think any were particularly deviation worthy. If anyone wants to see them though, please see this [link]

Feel free to use them for stock or bgs or whatever as long as you give me credit for it! (and I would like to see the finished product too :) )

In other news, I finally have a thesis worked out and so will be working on that for the next few months. I'll probably thus be off again for a long stretch...as if that's anything new. *chuckles* Ah well.



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  • Mood: Daily Needs
  • Listening to: Volleyball crap that I could care less about
  • Reading: United States v. One Package of Japanese Pessaries
  • Watching: Stupid volleyball
  • Playing: with photoshop
  • Eating: challah bread with honey
  • Drinking: water

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